“give me an easier goodbye to swallow—
a.v., it isn’t any easier the hundredth time around // 30 day poetry challenge (via spiritslyrics)
give me two-minute movie credits,
or crimson red sunsets,
or night skies right after rain, because
is ripping through my throat.
it’s stumbling blind drunk
on its way home to you.
it doesn’t even sound like goodbye,
it sounds more like
please tell me to stay, or
I love you too much, or
change your mind.
give me something easier than leaving you.
anything but goodbye.”
I’ll do. Always.
It really hit me like a bus. Distractions are really just that. And I’m feeling this shit so hard. How can anyone do something this damn terrible and still be selfish as hell? There’s too much going on. Idk how I was able to deal with this before, but now idk how to do it. This pain is too real. Please, I need some peace of mind.
When I love, I love truly, deeply and hard. I HATED that about myself for the longest, but I’m thankful I am that way. Because it will be real when the time comes. It will be blessing both ways. And it will be worth it. For both ways this time.
Something that I recently learned: no matter how much hurt I’ve been feeling, it has been a blessing, to say the least, that I was able to experience what I have. Although it hurts like a bitch, thank you Lord for giving me all of this. Because now I know: 1) regardless of how low of a point I get, there are people that love me unconditionally. 2) there is better out there for me than what I thought. There is something out there that is really something that will fulfill my heart. Someday. 3) I’m able to live life to the fullest without stopping. Carpe diem.
Counting my blessings all the way, no matter how hard life has been or how much I’ve been thrown to the ground. I’m stronger than I thought. Completely unstoppable.
Thank you Lord for all that I’ve been blessed with. Thank you everyone that has been with me in any point of this. Truly thankful! Scratch that. Blessed.
I’ve never felt this kind of pain before. It’s so terrible and almost unbearable.
“When life is sweet, say thank you and celebrate. And when life is bitter, say thank you and grow.”Shauna Niequist, Bittersweet (via pureblyss)
“I might be too young to settle down and marry, but I’m definitely too old to be playing anymore games. I’m too old to just be talking to someone, too old to not know what’s really going on, and too old to be entertaining somebody with no intention of making it work. At this age, I’m only interested in consistency, stability, respect and loyalty. And I want to hear someone tell me that they love me and know they Goddamn mean it.”(via your-daisyfreshgirl)
“You wrecked me and